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2008-01-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

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2008-01-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

still cant decide i wan black or red adidas watch. decide to go there and try and see bout it. i think this week i really no need to eat alr. saving up my whole week pocket money for the watch and guess wat coolzone called me say my things had arrive i had to pay another sum of money. GOSH. really no need to eat alr. diet plan can start eh. hahas. ok la it has alr started 2 weeks ago. and yeah i mus stop gg onto blogshop and start ordering again. yeah. ordered too much stuff. rushing econs ppt now. i hope it will go well on wed for econs and thurs for excel (= may God bless me and give me the stength to go thru the presentation

how many times i told myself i wanna gib up. *Countless.
how many times i said i wanna forget. *Countless
how many times i tell myself not to eat and yet i cont. *Countless

all this is happening cus i m nt determined. i will try to be as determined as possible now. i cant be hanging there anymore. it wont do me good anw. i wont improve. instead i might fall even deeper and cant come out of it again. so yeah. i need God's help again. he is so impt cus he gib me strength and courage.

2008-01-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

awww... i m gg to buy the adidas watch with jy ym and ray. (= today sch was bored la can. seriously i skip acc and did my proj. but in the end still do until 5+ then go home. holidays come quickly i want you i need you :( lala. coffee prince turn. tml need mus do video argh. tired man.

2008-01-17T14:26:00.000+08:00

nyp internet is kinda slow. decided to blog while at north canteen slacking before econs lec. ytd i had a heartbreaking session. my heart seriously broke at tht instant can. i was thinking i shld i face it and how shld i put on the smile. but well i manage to do it and act like ntn has happened b4. sch was usual boring. seriously. but i need to get over it man. 3yrs. 1 yr down. i need to study for my sem exams now le. if nt gg alr. i m tired seriously. how i wish we have tok in real life and you are my good fren now. i think i wont go thru so much heart breaking session and tireness doing so much stuff. anw i saw the wee teck tht shareen and gang disturb the other time. everytime see him feel like laf-ing cus he was so innocent and yet he kana mistaken as the guy tht i like. hahas. so pathetic. but he is nt bad la...

2008-01-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

i m tired and i dun like sch man. :(

2008-01-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

today i a good day (= went to sch in the afternoon jus for the survey. cus i wanna go home and master acc-ing. damn. went to see then from far see this guy like nt bad looking. then i see very long i realise it was him la. he cut his hair until so short can like boy boy. then said hi to him. so long since i did that or see him around in sch le. after the survey went home and saw him again. this time din say cus he waiting for lift so i jus walk pass but he sure see me de la. after tht home to chiong acc. and dinner dad bring us out to harbourfront to have yoshinoya. i had the kid's meal. my stomach today isnt feeling too well. :( like having ache suddenly. but is mild 1. sadded.

2008-01-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

ica 3 of stats is over. left with acc ica2 econs proj and excel and projs are done. then here come CNY and sem exams. i hope i can do well for this sem. my left leg is kinda sprain on my thigh. damn. today i only slept for 2hrs and 45mins. how pro can i be. i think due to the tea tht i drank ytd. i cant slp until 6am in the morning and i woke up at 8.45am to jog. damn. i m so high today la. after sch went to JE to meet hannah to get the shawl. then went home for my dou niu until now. waiting for er wen to load. so slow. i have to study acc real soon too. but i guess i might jus doze off somehow or rather. due to nt enuf slp. but i seriously need to do well for my acc this time round.

2008-01-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

boring day has passed. tml is my stats ica3 God pls ensure tht i rmb my stuff and do well (= and sbm club recuitment is coming soon. after 1 yr of waiting the cca i wanna join since i step into nyp is finally recuiting ppl. if i failed to get recuited i will join _____. (fill in the blank).today i basically slack. i wanted to study stats but no motivation. so i slack and slept again. due to nt enuf slp cus my mum scream in the morning. but i manage to study in the night. tml gg to wake up early to study again. and plus my shows are out. (=

2008-01-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

i love to slp (= i m freaking tired after slping for so loooonnnggg. today basically slacked until 10pm and started revising my stats. memo work again. lucky com and perm i learn in my amaths so the formula ncx px qn-x is memo into my head. jus tht the x is used to be r. food i still hate you. omg CNY is coming real soon. and i m gg to be yr 2 soon. so fast. im gg to miss my fren. how i wish i m 18 soon. so can do legal stuff. i hope tht i can chill with my frens and ka jiao wei until late in the night those stuff. so fun. i love it. i wanna ka with jy ronnie and jk (=

2008-01-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

ka-ing jiao wei is so fun. omg i miss the time i had talking crap with my PIC (partner in crime) jiayang. how we kill and shoot ppl. unknowingly. but is harmless de kill. hahas. now i got 2 new founded 1. ronnie and jk. guys are simply much better in relating in watever topic. that is why i prefer toking to guys. but also depends on whu and wat topic.

2008-01-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

gosh. i hate food. eating 1 meal per day is good for diet. but tht meal is forever a sinful 1. damn. sigh. well i jus have to exercise more then. tonight has quite a no. of stars. cool. long time since i see them. today went to sch for proj and later headed to cwdss for st john. cca recuitment. last yr i din manage to go. this yr i went and quite fun for the bombing part of all the ccas. yeah. i love to shout. (= after tht at dinner at pizza hut. yx treat. OMG he is so nice keep treating us. and raymond came today. i keep holding his hands.like my boyfren. haha. do i look like i m suppose to have a boyfren or something. ray and wk ask if i got bf. i wish i have one la. but i dun how sad izzit. after that i homed. (= i miss the warmth that jtss gave me (=

2008-01-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

there's nothing much about my life to blog about. it is random and boring. anw went back to sch today. NYP open hse, super big crowd. there is this push-up challenge too. those guys were really mad doing push-up for either prize or the face of their cca. had proj and econs lec. after tht home-d. saw jk and hannah on the mrt. sitting beside them. after come home. food. damn. i guess i over drank today. due to the spicy chilli. ok. done. (=

side-note: this few days, guys where either dun hab height when they are good looking or they are all attached when they have looks and height. or those that i like doesnt wan a BGR now. guys are weird creature man. GOSH.

2008-01-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

this song really speaks wat is in my heart. it hurts to gib up. but i will gib up cus i noe he isnt within my reach from the start. enuf is enuf

2008-01-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

i m really tired. had marketing presentation this morning. we receive a super good comment from mrs lousia koh. saying our marketing is one of the report that she is considering gibing good grades. i m gg to work super hard for my marketing final alr. cus ica1 got B this ica2 got a B at least le. so yeah. after tht went home. my legs were breaking man omg. the heels dumb heels. then went home. slack. then watch my dou niu. after tht i KO. go and slp. woke up prepare dinner for siblings and off to my treadmill. tired. i nt enuf slp. econs tml. exams timetable is gg to be out in 2hrs time (=

2008-01-07T18:14:00.001+08:00

i told myself that i mus start exercising and stop eating from today. yes. cus 1 mth from today is CNY. so i mus lose weight and prepare to look good for the mouse year. (= i love running on treadmill listening to fei lun hai songs. they make me run run run. yeah. today accomplish. 5.9km. my hands are breaking. cus i hold on to the bar.after 45mins my hands KO. i only had 1 glass of pear juice and a bowl of barely drink with barely for breakfast lunch and dinner. i mus endure . yeahhh

2008-01-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

get temptation http://www.godiva.com/recipes/recipes-collect.aspx?id=117 this web provide good baking stuff with all the choc choc. omg choc loves. (= i need an oven in my hse. that is wat restricting me from baking. i love to bake. (=

2008-01-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

i slept at 8pm ytd. (= so shiok. and guess wat i woke up at 3am but i wet back to slp again. nx day found myself waking up at 11am. OMG. i slp a total of 16hours. how pig can i be. but i rather slp. i still feel tired. for the pass few days had nt been slping well and waking up too early. nx week 2 days of holi for me as it is NYP open hse. yr 1 no sch. (= hooray. cca recuitment day 11/1 fri 5 - 7pm. im so going for it. to see my juniors. this new yr had not been really good for me. proj and proj. ICA and ICA are coming. tired beat. yr 1 end quickly so i can have my 2mths of holi again (=

2008-01-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

not in mood to tok nor blog. jus that i wanna say tht. she is such a bitch. dun ask me whu. no details given. i m super tired.

2008-01-03T23:18:00.001+08:00

got my pouch dunno why i buy too. i m so full now. i m sure nt gg to eat anymore food. control and exercise more pls jp.

2008-01-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

got my pouch dunno why i buy too. i m so full now. i m sure nt gg to eat anymore food. control and exercise more pls jp.

2008-01-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

lala. receive acc paper. as usual i failed for ica1. forever acc ica1 sure fail de. last sem fail by 3 marks this sem 2 marks. means special journal mus work harder alr and final exams damn it. ok sch was norm went for stupid econs lesson. feel so cheated man. he din gib back ica. damn. after sch dad came to fetch me. after tht fetch bro and send him for tuition. then headed to golden landmark hotel to check out CNY dinner menu. after tht went to have dinner at a mini restuarant. the food is good. then went to fetch bro. and headed to JE to buy sis book. pasar malam in sg is ntn compared to hk lady's market and temple street. i wan tht pouch black colour de. but dun hab le. mus wait for new stock.

2008-01-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

i have been tagged by boon chin

Instructions.
1.Do the following WITHOUT COMPLAINTS.
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4.Start your post with, I have been tagged!

Favourites.
Favourite Colour : purple, pink, white, black
Favourite Food : chocolate (= so sinful
Favourite Movie : erm zhen xin hua
Favourite Sport : basketball (=
Favourite Day Of The Week : friday
Favourite Season : Autumn
Favourite IceCream : double choc

Currents.
Current Mood : Sick - relax
Current Clothes : tee and shorts
Current Desktop : my fam pic in hk
Current Time : 12.14am
Current Surroundings : study room
Current Annoyances : ermm my weight :(
Current Thoughts : why dun he jus tok to me :( :( :(. or rather when shld i start toking to him

Firsts.
First Best Friend : celestina
First Crush : winston goh jin wei
First Movie : ermm i think was about Moses
First Lie : hahas. i dun rmb
First Music : baby tune

Lasts.
Last Drink : cranberry juice
Last Car Ride : ytd on dad's car
Last Crush : errr.. him
Last Phone Call : i think was jingying
Last music played : jay chou's dunno wat song

Have You Evers?
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friend : ope
Have You Ever Broken The Law : like eating on the mrt?
Have You Ever Been Arrested? : no
Have You Ever Been On TV? : no
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Don't know? : no

Random.
5 Things You Are Good At : talking, lazing round, eating, complaining, sleeping. hahas. so unglam
4 Things You've Done Today : eat, cycle, run my treadmill, watch tv
3 Things You Can Hear Right Now : the car sound, the typing sound and my laptop sound

5 People To Tag : belle, jingying, ym, jk, cheeyee

2008-01-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

how sad sch is starting tml alr. i dun wanna go to sch to face ICAs, proj deadlines and sem exams. awww. still got 2 more of this type of yrs. i guess yr 2 will be even tougher. but i chose this road so i have to bear all this. ok stop grumbling today is the 1st day of new yr. today woke up by my dad at 11 plus. then went down to have lunch. after tht printed acc stuff which i wanna do tonight. but dunno i know how to do or nt. after tht slack and went cycling. cycle 2 rounds it started raining. so i went home rested for 15mins and off i go on my treadmill. i seriously prefer running on my treadmill then cycling. my butt hurts la when cycling. jus bathe finish. so refreshing. intend to use until 7pm then watch tv and start work at 8pm. then slp then 6am mus wake up for econs tut tml. DAMN. i hate econs tut. dunno why econs tut are the worst since sem 1.

2008-01-01T00:04:00.001+08:00

happy new yr (=

2007-12-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

let me pen down my new yr resolution 1st. before i jus forgot to do it. hahas i cant wait to do it. i have 5 things in mind that i hope to complete in yr 2008

1. lose weight for CNY. ( stop eating that much and exercise more )
2. get at least 3.0 for GPA
3. start working hard for yr2 no more lazing around
4. tok to him in real life
5. be his good fren

i think my life would be much contented with all this for now. hahas. anw i m proud of myself. jogging 45 mins (5.6km) today on my treadmill. (= finally i started exercising after so long. hahas. i will cont it for like 3mths till i get my ideal weight. after tht maybe 15mins a day would be enuf to keep me fit. went to HANS for dinner. chicken chop. omg FATS. anw way 2008 is coming sooooonnnnnnnnnnn

2007-12-31T10:42:00.000+08:00

2007 is coming to an end in like jus 13hours more? that is fast. last yr this moment i m spending my time in taiwan shopping i guess. hahas. the new yr in taiwan was great however i only watch live telecast from the tv. but you noe got those taiwan singers and actors performing is great la. i dun miss 2007 cus i think i wasnt a good yr for me. i dislike everything for the 1st 4 mths until after i came into poly my life seems to get better. ermmm tml i will blog in my new year resolution alr. hahas. they are jus super simple new yr resolution. i think God noes it. cus he hear it from my every single night. hahas. ok i m done blogging my life is simple. i wanna watch dou niu and er wen alr.

2007-12-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

woosh my 630th post. this blog has really accompany me thru my thick and thin eh. baby i love you (= time check 1.49am. i cant slp. i vent my anger on another blog. geesh dun ask me the add. i wont gib :P that is for me and ___ guess who izzit to read. hahas. dun ask me whu. 1 more day to new yr. 2008 would be a better yr for me i promise (=

2007-12-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

i kwek jinping, hereby promise that my life will be filled with books and exercise ONLY from today onwards. i need to shed those extra kilos away for new yr. and mus study for exams so can slack for CNY abit. and food you musnt come near me until CNY arrive you get it. p.s : mummy stop buying so much good food home pls i beg you. ur daughter me cant take it anymore.

2007-12-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

2007-12-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

today is a freaking tiring day. woke up at 11am by my dad. then laze around until like 12 plus when parents go out then i go out with Bffs. then we headed to far east. i bought a dress for new yr. and a pair of shoes. they also buy clothes for new yr too. then walk to heeren where i saw my cousin. i noe he cant recongise me at all. it took him so long to stare at me then rmb. hahas.after tht to cine. and i bought my mrs field's muffin. was pretty alrite la. not very nice also leiz. then headed home. i m freaking tired. today we were also looking at those NUM guys. heeren de CMI. cine was pretty ok. a comment from jy. hahas. and YL we seems to have no fate. hahas

2007-12-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

erm today woke up at 9plus for proj. after proj went out with jy. we went to velocity to buy clothes. actually wanted to get a skirt only but aunty come new stocks. the dresses are nice. so in the end i got 2 dresses 1 skirt and 1 top. $50 fly like this. but is consider very cheap le. so many pieces can. after tht went for dinner. then we walk around and we both have a craving for ice-cream. so went to mr bean to get their ice-cream. pretty nice. (= home sweet home. super tired.

2007-12-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad now. how i wish that msg was for me. but i read it, i noe it isnt. he sounds happy dont he? dun let me fall so deep pls. i have alr tried my best not to tok to him online alr.

2007-12-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

3 more days 2007 is coming to the end. food i hate you =) alrite stop craving for food pls. ok today did proposal half way thru. was pretty bored of doing it so do half way headed into my cosy bed and slp again. (= slping is good for me. however i was too hungry i woke up had my early dinner. cus i din eat my lunch. i m so full now i musnt eat anymore. simpson is getting fun-ier cus i noe how to play alr. gg to be stuck with him for those boring days in MRT and home. aww keith is saying sorry for ytd hahas. long time since i chat with him. hahas. aww i miss i miss alot of stuffs. the clock is moving every min and sec i m growing older too... bored im gg to be with simpson soon. (=

2007-12-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
5. ipod apple
4. dresses
3. skirts
2. top
1. to get him to be my good fren ( or tok to me in real life )

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS
bc

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER
bc is a crappy person. hahas. she is fun and lovely. i love chatting and crapping with her. hahas

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
ermmmmm i dunno leiz. bc wat have you done?

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE SAID TO YOU
ermm i dunno

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
hahas. she can try. hahas. turn into a guy bc

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
ermmm let me think. cus she stole my precious. hahas

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:

1. jingying
2. belle
3. yuan long
4. danny
5. junkai
6. desiree
7. sherilyn
8. xm
9. ym
10.jx :X

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
hahas. i wont say :X my lips are sealed

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
ermm none

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
they will be les

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
orh. i think jy will have a hard time with jk hahas

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
yeah

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
today

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
no

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
i dunno

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
my son pls

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
junkai eh my buddy leiz

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yeah

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?
poly mates

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
pandan

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
sec sch

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm speechless hahas

2007-12-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 9.15am to go to sch for proj. reached sch at 11am and i was practically msn-ing over there la. sigh. i feel so bad. but i did help in a lil marketing at almost the end of the proj. then went to JE to get the shirt alter and rotted at the food court for xm to come and pei me. sit there and i saw yx then he came to tok to me. after tht yx left and xm accompanied me to walk around and waited for jy and nov to go ym's dad shop to eat. ym dad prepared alot of food for us. is really a 10 course dinner. i din had anything not even a sip of water since the time i woke up until 6plus when ym dad cook. i feel tht i m so pro man. her dad cooked alot of good food. got sharkfin, hot-pan tofu, deer meat, xia jiang chicken wing and spring roll, pork chop, sweet potato leaf, spinach, sotong, crab with bee hoon and fish. omg is damn full de la can. then after tht went imm and walk with ym yx jy xm and nov. i saw some1 that i was hoping to see after a yr. 26th dec is the 1st time i saw him. and today 26th dec God let me see him again. so qiao. this date 26 dec. ermmmm i dunno wat is his name though but i noe his aunt call him long thats all.

2007-12-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

today is xmas. well morning woke up at 9plus. actually wanted to go church with mel but my dad said he wanna bring us all out. well sorry mel. i m really sorry. i seriously alr prepare everything. i din meant to P.S you. anw i went to IMM with fam. had BK turkey ham sandwich. after tht walk around daiso and giant then went to buy 2 dresses dunno for wat also. then reached home tried the dress and after tht fell into deep slp. super tired. i even dreamt of joe. dreamt of me taking pics with him. hahas. i seriously need a exercising plan. i need to shed of those extra kilos b4 new year. new yr new beginning. forget about the past and move on there is no point hanging on something which is impossible. frens would be great (= yeah. jia you jinping may God gib you the strength to overcome any prob that you encounter on the way.

2007-12-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

2 more hrs to xmas. merry christmas to all. (= today woke up at 7 am to do proj at sch. meet up at 9am and started doing until 12 plus then go home le. reach home watch dou niu and they kiss again. nice. after tht went to nap until 7plus then go out to sim lim for dinner. cus i wanted to get my memory card for the psp. finally got it. dad paid for it (= nx time can put my shows inside to watch le (= hehe. my xmas present. after tht came home and here i m blogging. xmas is boring. hahas.

2007-12-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

http://www.thegirl.shutterfly.com/action/pictures?a=67b0de21b3580a4125b0

link to my hk trip pics. (=

2007-12-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

1 more day jus pass like tht. now i feel that i m happier each day. not as stress as b4 alr. ermmm in another 8 more days we are all going into a new yr. another year passed by jus like that. soon i will be working alr. hahas. very fast. let me have a quick reflection on wat happen or wat i did this yr. Rmb starting of this yr i had my 1st job working at sakae, it really thought me alot of things. after that is the receiving of O lvl results. it was beyond my expectation cus i nv in my exams for sec sch getting r4 with tht digit 1 infront other then prelim tht 19 which is close to 20. after that was the start of poly whom i get new frens. some shared and help me solve probs. after that was sem exams then break which i worked for the second time. had a great time working with BFFs. now is into my 2nd sem alr. fast 1 yr jus passed like that. in a blink of eye. overall i guess i gain more then i loss this yr. i had a fruitful yr cus i learnt how to see things in a diff view. lets pray and hope that nx yr would be a better yr then 2007. i hope my study life would be smooth through out. esp with the TEP.

2007-12-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

completed my shows, ep1 of er wen and ep5 of dou niu. din hab the mood to watch it ytd so eded up watching today. erm i think tht yuan chang can marry ariel alr. lol dou niu i super like mike he. he always gan ai gan hen de character is loved. me and yuanlong is having a secret plan gg on the nx coming up holi. he is gg to do transformation. hahas. sounds interesting but need lots of $$$. hahas. ok i will save. choc choc choc i surrounding my life (= i received a box of choc from ytd exchange gift session. is damn nice. the cashews and almonds (=. i love my fake t & co ring tht i got from hk. i wear it since the moment i got it. only taken out when bathing. i aim to save money and buy a real 1 which cost $300 plus. ex eh. but i like. omg i m missing hk. hk hk hk. =( my happiest moment. is when i m in hk thinking of ntn but shopping and shopping. i guess i have alr ready to let go. but i think the feeling will be kept in my heart forever. nt easy eh. but is better then b4 alr (=. off i go. i feel like slping awwww...

2007-12-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

today is splendid (=. woke up at 10 plus due to the high no. of sms tht is being sent by my frens. i woke up cus is irritating. saw jx msg tht need to buy gifts to exchange present ok planned to leave hse at 2.30pm so can reach harbourfront at 3pm to buy and meet jincheng however the bus is late cus i missed it and i waited for 30mins. wth can. so long then reach there 3.25pm omg. on the way there i msg jin cheng to tell her tht i will be late. yeah so thanks cy for accompanying me there i love you (=. reach the ulu place around 4.30pm then the event started. it started with games as usual. however it is fun la cus the ppl there are very friendly. then after that was a skit by cheryl felicia weilong and jiaxian. it was damn funny la can. jx is a great actor. his sissy character is so so so real can. omg is freaking funny. dun believe can ask cy. is great. plus he got a really go vocal which he claim tht he cant sing but he actually could and is very nice. after tht was christmas carols and food. then exchange gifts time. and it was raining when we wanna go home. but lucky nt very heavy then me and cy took 143 home. thanks cy for accompanying me today (= really thank you very much.

2007-12-21T01:18:00.001+08:00

i seriously miss the time i had in hongkong. i dun feel like coming back. being at there seems like there is ntn in sg for me to come back for. HAHAS.i seriously miss the shopping sprees there. i serious bought alot of stuffs can. erm i bought 1 psp 3 jackets 3 caps 1 ring 1 bag 3 earrings for myself. and of cus mus buy stuffs back for frens. those i dun wan name le. alot diff de. 1st day reach there is night le so jus go hotel and rest le. on the plane i almost died. thanks to my mum whu say tht singapore sling only contain abit of alcohol and i drink it like fruit juice 1 gulp finish then gg liao half an hr later i drunk alr. see stars on the aeroplane and vomitted my ice cream. second day went to city tour around hk. i go to those places 3 times le still go. so bo liao de. at night went shopping. best man. then 3rd day disneyland. played those rides and watch those shows. 4th day to shenzhen. the place is OMG de "clean" is damn wasting of time and money gg there. while watching the 1hr cultural show i slept for 40mins. i only watch the ending. then 5th day leiz. shopping muhaha i bought alot of stuffs on the last day (= overall i m happy or rather super happy of the trip (= photos will be up soon after i load them.

2007-12-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

decided to post a last post b4 i leave for the airport. i m feeling seriously down today. i dunno why. i wanna cry le. super sad. i think back alot of things since 24 oct that day until now. why i start thinking from that day check your calender then you noe. i think only nyp de will noe. but i dun think they rmb. but i do. now only 2 songs that keep playing in my mind which i m listening too. 1) 路太弯-潘玮柏 2)背影-林宥嘉 3)想太多-李玖晢 super emo songs but really reflect my feelings now. got to leave le (= back in 6days time

2007-12-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

1 more day to hk (: i have changed $1000 hk money. i can see that half of it will be on gifts for my frens in sg. i miss i miss i miss ____. aww i m sick again FLU. damn lo so shit. PATRICK you spread to me de sianz. today went to eat seoul with classmates and ym , nov and lesden. celebrated ym birthday there too. (: after eating when to shop at marina sq and raffles. the seoul garden is my ytd dinner, today's breakfast lunch and dinner. and guess wat i m still so full. wth. the ice cream make me full lo. i eat very lil food but alot ice cream. SINFUL man. sick still eat ice cream. bad bad. sick damn sick

thurs
i jus realise i din blog on ytd life until i saw jy blog. hahas. alrite. this few days i m super lack of slp cus slp late and wake up early. so as usual i overslept again. i skipped marketing. and i was thinking tht i shld go and get a mc cus if this time count in i will get warning letter liao. so yeah i queued at the polyclinic for like 1hr plus and finally see the doc. get my mc and went to mac to meet jy for breakfast. after tht we went chinatown to get my strings for my misanga. after tht i told her to go novena cus there got 2 malls to shop. novena sq and velocity. so we happy went there and spend all our money. LOL. we both got a bottom and top from ohlah the ginza aunty there de. i m so gg back to buy again. (= also had a fun time eating the black pepper chicken from cold storage outside kopitiam when all the ppl tht passed by us will look. after tht went home and tried doing the misanga. cus i think think wanna try 1st. then i did it and done after like 4hrs can. damn long. seriously is hard. now i dunno how to tie it on my wrist. cries. i think i m gg to learn then make again (=.

2007-12-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

1 word that express all my feeling now the word is FUCK. seriously i m damn angry now la.

2007-12-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

my day started off as tired. freaking tired can. woke up at 6 am for econs tut. i actually dun feel like gg de but today is my grp present then no choice i hab to go if nt i kana killed by all of them. then guess wat tht freaking econs teacher was later for 1 hr 15mins. like WTH can. we wanted to leave alr then he come. forget it man. acc-ing lec was a chatting session for us. after sch rotted at sch until 3.30pm for the crusade activity. sj and cy came too ( thank you so much babes) then we went for it. it was a meaningful event la. seriously. from the videos to testimony to sharing was great. i seriously din expect the life story of jx to be ermmmm that ke lian la. but lucky he found God. whu gib him the love to fill up the hole in his heart like a donut. his earthly and heavenly father. i really wanna go to the xmas de leiz. but i thik i cant cus i jus touched down. sigh. nvm i believe there are still more chances to come. and i believe God will help me too (=

2007-12-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

I M OVER THE MOON NOW....i m gg to be very happy tml (= yeah. GOD I LOVE YOU. thanks god. you heard all my prayers.

2007-12-11T19:43:00.000+08:00

i have decided to buy strings to make a misanga during the time i m at hongkong. cus i predict i will be very bored on trips esp plane. BUT i know that it is damn hard to make. but i believe i can do it. anw today me and des got a necklace ourself from nyp. is cool. is a whistle and a pendant. super special. i m gg broke this week man. i m seriously nt gg to eat any thing tml to buy my misanga thread cus fri gg out. ARGH. broke.

2007-12-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

aww romantic princess ended jus like tht. 13 ep. so fast. ermmm nx week onward is er wen alr. shit lo mus wait until nx fri then can watch cus i m at hk. how i wish they show the same timing. *iwish. ermm i jus i manage to get over something. but i still dream of it. dread. anw i m much happier now. fri seoul garden with class peeps, nov and ym. celebrating ym birthday. (= time is flying real fast man. yr 2007 is coming to the end within 11days le. 2008 is coming (= a new yr.

*anw thanks the guy today at cheers for charging me the raspberry tea at a cheaper price. LOL. so random. cus the other guy ask me to rmb him. z.z.z -.-. hahas anw i will rmb you. hahas. random man. i got my slippers too.

2007-12-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

my diet plan failed again. ARGH. mummy and daddy stop buying so good food for me can. wah lau. nx sat gg to hk alr. OMG lo. sigh.i dun care arh this week mus mus mus dun eat le. rawh. sigh. ok jp jia you (=
*jp is super emo and tired now. depression is gg to occur soon.

I MUS GO ON STRICT DIET FROM TML ONWARDS...... JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU

2007-12-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

has god planned everything for me in my life? i guess so. i believe that we jus have to believe and follow wat he had planned for us. he is the one that creates us, i believe that he has also planned for us wat we would be in life. sometimes we tend to say that if we go for it we might get it. cus at least we tried. however the truth is actually tht if we will get it, we will eventually without us gg to pursue for it. this applies to everything in life. now wat i need to learn is to learn to believe in god will plan for me on which route i should take. i dun wanna think so much anymore. but i know i cant. :( i seriously cant even though i alr got the ans. its ok i will try my best (= believe in god and myself. be happy.

2007-12-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

i din go for badri lesson today cus i over slept. LOL. too tired alr this few days. no choice. then went for accounting. omg so tense there the atmosphere cus she is disppointed with our results got 5 failure. she forget 1 more whu. confirm me liao. my acc is like shit. plus i read wrong thing ARGH. nvm forget it. wat is done is done lo. marketing. nx yr then can noe results.

2007-12-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

i jus realise this morning tht i din blog ytd. but ytd was empty and ntn to tok about. i m lack of slp this few days. had been slping too late. In the morning after i step out of my hse and on the bus i fell alr. -.-" on the bus so embarrassing but thank god tht i fell in a very nice position. this guy from np trying to help me la. so embarrassing lo when a guy gg to help u. my reaction was fast enuf and climb up by myself and pretended ntn happen. however there is a cut on my right knee cap alr. then i was telling myself tht it is gg to be a bad day. however today was a happy day for me (= cus i saw him. to me i feel tht everyday that i see him is really a bonus. so even if i fall everyday but still can see him like how near izzit today i dun mind. seriously. dun EVER say i m silly. however i m quite emo now. dun ask me why. i jus wish to be emo cus like tht i dun feel like eating then can stop my mouth from chewing something. argh. cant alr better stop eating man. dad bought me those breakfast bar. i m gg to eat tht my my lunch alr. i mus try to make my stomach smaller in order to eat lesser. screams.

* gg to leave for hk on 15 dec (= fast though. pls god dun make his bb match btw 15dec - 21 dec. I BEG YOU GOD. i wanna see he play bb

2007-12-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

omg i freaking hate myself. i pump myself with fruits again. DAMN you guys mus have find it weird why pumping myself with fruits is bad when it's good to eat fruits but my diet say no fruits. argh i m back to my diet again no fruits no carbo DAMN. i dun care la. mus lose weight. ARGH. i saw him today (=. cy u lose le

2007-12-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

romantic princess nx week last ep le. (= here comes yuan chang hahas. alrite i think today i m quite lucky la manage to see him thrice? hahas. how i wish tht is my everyday. god i noe you can hear me, you noe wat i hope and wish for. you grant my wish of finding tht thing, i guess you will grant this wish too. sch was pretty ok for me. acc ica on wed. i mus go study le. gg to bathe now (=

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2007-12-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

wooo.. my legs are breaking standing almost 4hrs cus i went to imm to see wilber and get his autograph. i m worry tht i will regret when i dun go. woke upat 10plus then cook for myself and family then went to JE popular to get his album then go to imm le. reach there around 1.30pm when his autograph starts at 6.30pm ok. then did some stats. and rot there for awhile until i decided to get some drinks and nuts from giant. came back then they move move move. until i stand 1st row but move again then 2nd row le. at around 6.55pm like tht he came and sang 4 songs. then after singing and games session was the autograph session. nt much feeling jus shake his hand then go home le. but i still manage to take video and pics without much blockage. going to upload them soon after i have edited them.

2007-12-01T20:28:00.001+08:00

真心的付出
不一定会得到童话般的幸福结局
也许只能当个安慰他的朋友
是我们之间最好的距离

2007-12-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

today was pretty much a happy day for me. (= my task is fuifill after walkin many many rounds. and i finally found it after like 1 hr. anw thanks those who went with me esp belle and mel cus they really pei me walk while wjie and ma aye went to have mac and waited for hannah. anw wat i did was to go SP and watch a soccer match btw nyp and np. why i m so into it cus........(think yourself). after the match had ended me and mel had lunch at food court 3 then went to novena with me and sheeny. OMG is tired de lo walking so much today. listening something which i dunno how to explain but it is impt for ladies de. my legs are sore now. walking sp is so tired. i still like my nyp (= anyway congrats to nyp ccc that they won the match with np (= and to you who scored the last goal.

2007-11-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

my day started off with me waking up at 10am. slowly slowly changed and went to sch. so cool go to sch empty handed. reach sch around 12 like that headed to the north canteen for a cup of watermelon juice and guess wat i saw.( guess yourself) hahas. then went to the street soccer court to find jk ron and pat. then went to the north canteen again to get juice and water for them. today i love to go to the north canteen (= i went there around 4 times. i detour to walk back cus ermmm (= then after tht wen tto free access lab to do proj. but i din do much la is des sher and mich do. went to have lunch with sher at north canteen again (= had 2 plain prata was jus ok leiz not say very fantastic. then ron come and we both did eff writing stuff. at 4pm we went to bball court to see bball match. ntn much to see also de then went back did abit of stats and off to JE to get 1 more new dress. i walk walk walk wanna go home alr my mum called me ask me go to the food court and i was like a dumb dumb and walk walk walk. i m so tired la. walk too much today.

2007-11-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

access is over. shant comment bout it. either die or live. i skip marketing tut this morning. was pretty lazy to wake up so i cont to slp until 10am. ROFL. then had breakfast. then went to sch. marketing still got ppl fail leiz although our class is the best. PLS DO NOT LET ME FAIL. cus i like dunno do correct bo leiz. after sch went to JE i bought 2 dresses again. i m so gg to buy again tml. HAHA. spend my money on dress rather on food. now i got 3 dresses le (= tml shld i or shld i not go acc? i dunno i see about it. (= hahas

2007-11-28T19:27:00.001+08:00

another day jus passed like tht. 3 more weeks i will be enjoying myself in hk. aww i cant wait. today had econs ICA. i dunno how i fare anyway. dun wanna think bout it. access tml great. sigh. hope i can do it. today was a sun-tanning day for me. however i dun regret it. cus it is so so so worth it even though it is from far i jus feel as happy as though you were beside me. after tht sun-tanning session went for stats lec. anw got to speak to him 2 words today. 1st time i felt i m so close standing opposite him. it seems so unreal. ok conclusion i m happy today (:

2007-11-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

QUIZ ONE:
001. Real Name – Kwek Jinping
002. Nickname – Gwyneth, nong nong
003. Single or taken – Single ( waiting for tht him )
004. Zodiac Sign - libra
005. Male or Female - Female
006. Elementary School – Mei chin , queenstown
007. Ipod – nope
008. How many buddies on your list - many many many....
009. friendster name – jinping ( nong nong )
010. Hair Color – black brown?
012. Hair Long or Short – medium
013. Eye Color - errr abit brown
014. Are you health freak – errr... quite
015. Height - 164cm =(
016. Do you have a crush on someone - hab. (= (him,him,him)
017. Do you like yourself - depends. when i do something i think i m proud of
018. Braces? - i do like. cus when i wear them last time i always smile.
019. Think you're awesome? – errr depends
020. Piercings – 4 , 3 on left ear. 1 on right
021. Tattoo – nono

Your 'Firsts'
022. Surgery – err i dun think i hab
023. First piercing – 7
024. First best friend – celestina
025. First Award – i think primary 3
026. First Sport You Joined – netball
027. First pet – fish
028. First vacation – genting
029. First Concert – hahas. i dun rmb
030. First love – i super love de ( jas ) but not now
031. Favorite movie – ermmm... alots
032. Favorite tv show – ermmm depends
033. Color – purple, black , white, pink
034. Music – wilber? kingone?
035. Drink – errr juices
036. Body part not on the face – eyes
037. Cartoon – errr i dunno.
038. Favorite piece of clothing – none
039. Brand Of Clothing – ermmmm my clothes i dunno wat brand de
040. What do you sleep with – my sis, pillow, blanket and bloster
041. Favorite School – jtss
042. Favorite Animal(s) – puppy
043. Favorite Book – meg cabot
044. Favorite Magazine – seventeen

What am i doing now?
045. Eating – none
046. I'm drinking – none
047. I'm about to – reply danny and abdil
048. Listening to – ntn
049. Waiting For – him to tok to me online (if he did)
050. Watching – ntn
051. Wearing – shirt and shorts

Your Future
052. Want Kids – yesh 2
053. Want to Get Married – yea
054. Careers in Mind – ermmm well. i only have 1 road.
055. Lips or Eyes – eyes
056. Hugs or Kisses – hugs
057. Shorter or Taller – taller ( 178cm best)
058. Romantic or Spontaneous – both, i rather more to romantic
059. Nice stomach or nice arms – both
060. Sensitive or Loud – ermmm both also ok. but dun so sensitive
061. Hook-up or Relationship – relationship
062. Sweet or Caring – both would be best
063. Trouble Maker or Hesitant – none. i like straight forward
064. Kissed a Stranger – no la
065. Drank bubbles – maybe when i was bathing?
067. Ran Away From Home – no. i got such a cosy home
068. Broken a bone – nonono
069. Got an X-ray – yeah
070. Broken Someone's Heart – yeah
071. Turned Someone Down – yesh
072. Cried When Someone Died – yeah. my great grandpa
073. Cried at school – duh

Do You Believe In
074. God – i do
075. Miracles – it did when i get my olvl results
076. Love at first sight – I super do.
077 Aliens –ehhh
078. Magic – yea
079. Heaven – yea
080. Santa Claus – hahas. fake 1 la. my aunt used to be mine
081. Sex on the first date – no
082. Kissing on the first date – no
083. Angels – yea. to me angels are some1 tht are really nice to me

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QUIZ 2:

1. What bothers you right now? - him.
2. What is your favorite month of the year? - october ( i get to know him)
3. What was your dream last night? - many lo.
4. What is your greatest fear? - heartbroken
5. What was the best thing that happened to you this week? - errr none :(
6. What are u planning to do this weekend? - hahas. SECRET
7. What can you promise to the one you love? - i will promise to love tht person forever
8. What will you wish for if you have a genie? - true love
9. Who is the one you're thinking of right now? - him
10. Who do you run to when you're down? - frens
11. Who are the most influential people in your life right now? - err JOE CHENG
12. Who was the last person you went out with? - mich. to sch
13. Who will you call/text later? - i hope will be him ( i noe it wont happen)
14. Who completes your day? - frens
15. Who do you want to talk to right now? - him.
16. When will you take a bath? - evenings
17. When will you watch a movie? - when i feel like
18. When was the first time you fell in love? - you mean real love. would be pri 6 or sec2 i count them
19. When was the last time you went out with your friends? - fri. to celebrate mich bday
20. When was the last time you said "i love you"? - hahas.. ermmm i dunno
21. When was the last time you read a book? - my econs tb. few hrs ago nia
22. When was the last time you asked for help? - errr afternoon
23. When was the last time you kissed? - i kissed my dad. but i dun rmb when
24. Do u easily get attracted to the opposite sex? - er i do, but mus fit into the type of guys i wan. ( 170cm , play BBall, fair... if rich i would be happier)
25. Do u get jealous easily? - quite
26. Any people in-love with u right now? - i dun think so la. haha
27. Want to get married? - hahas. yeah.
28. Last person u fell in-love/like with or currently in love/like with? - him him him
29. Are u serious when it comes to relationships? - yeah. if i really love
30. Are you afraid of commitments? - i do
31. Do actions speak louder than words? - yesh
32. How can u say that a person loves you? - the actions?

For Both quizzes, I tag: belle, ym , des , sher , to all my frens whu wanna do. or those whu are bored

2007-11-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired. seems like no matter how long i slp. i m still tired. spread my love around *muacks. ok i gone mad again. econs ICA is coming nearer 2 more days. :( my romantic princess ep 11 isnt up yet. KNS angry. argh.... sick sick sick. why m i sick at this period of time. i dun care i mus mus mus get well by this weekend. BOO*

2007-11-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

wooo... i m offically sick. arghhh having flu now. )= well today i practically did ntn can. woke up like 1pm. then went to had some fruits and read the papers. then go up and do notes for econs. doing halfway sis came in. and i cant concentrate anymore. so i went down for more fruits and tea. then slack until all of them went out of the house. i slept from 2 plus until like now? cus i eat the medi and it makes me tired. i actually will still be slping. until this fellow called my hse. which i dunno whu cus i din bother to check the caller ID, called. rang so loud and woke me up from my slp. sigh. i still feel so slpy. then went down had fruits and biscuits for dinner. i dun feel like eating at all. but jus wanna bite something. i wish i can have a 2 days MC (:

2007-11-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

today was a great sat indeed. morning woke up at 10.30am started hang around on msn chatting with danny of all craps. sending ronnie songs. then after tht dad had a talk with all 3 of us. giving rewards for my sis and bro. $300 each person. dad was in good mood and he gave me $100 too. however he say i cant use the money. ROFL. keep inside his special bank. he open de. 20% interest a yr. so nx week i can use. then the $100 will be $120. LOL. nvm then after tht slacked watched tv and 1hr later headed to sakura @ clementi woods park for dinner. the buffet was great la. the food is OMG de good. 2 level of food can. i love the salmon best. the cakes are nice too. ice cream is omg de good. alot of flavours. eat until super full. after eating went to grandma hse to sit there while then home sweet home le. tml mux start studying my econs liao if nt gg. then tue onwards access. ICAs are so so so coming. and i m gg to have a flu. cus i keep sneezing. GREAT. *wilber is coming to sg nx week shld i go?

2007-11-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

OUR NEOPRINTS

2007-11-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

started my post with our pic tht we took. still got more to come (: omg i m a sin man. i ate alot today. SIGH. tml i m gg to be a saint alr. anyway today is mich birthday so happy 17th birthday to you bestie. (: well sch was norm today. after sch at stats proj. after tht me belle jy planned a mini surprise for her. (: we had zing do the korean food and after tht donuts from munchy donuts with a candle as a cake for her. after tht we took neoprints. OMG so long din take le. but cant upload cus is with jy. then we had free sample of cakes from dunno where. and i bought the strawberry cheese. OMG is freaking nice can. i love it lo. then after tht sat down and send some pics. my sore throat i hope is ok. but i doubt la. eat too much high content of choc alr. but choc is YUMMY. :P BFFs <3

2007-11-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

i totally dun wanna tok to you anm. access was a horror. cus we only know how to ans 1 qns. damn. ok nvm today bro got back his psle results. guess wat he got 236 leiz. the top was 294. she made the history man. anw dad was in really good mood. i mean really ok . he bought all 3 of us a pilot pen set which cost $14.90 each. consist of 4 pens 1 marker 1 highlighter 1 pencil 1 rubber and 1 pencil leads. so cool. the pen that i wan so much is finally mine man. and i m having a itchy throat now. gg to be sick real soon. why dun i get sick after all my ICA. i would be glad. (: but best dun sick is better. (: (: (: ok off i go completing my acc tut.

2007-11-21T19:37:00.001+08:00

marketing proj finally done. tml is access de presentation. zomg. i m afraid that she ask something that i dunno. mus go study later le. *sigh. nx week econs. sat mus try to study le. cus nx week got access individual also. stress. all the test coming up liao. today i din manage to see him at the BB court. but i saw him at mac. anw thanks patfor accompanying me to mac. (: hope tht tml is like last week i get to see him 3 times a row. lets pray and hope tgt. (:

side lines : i rmb telling god and my late great grandpa in yr 2005 during dec when GGP passed away. i wanna be closer with my uncles and aunt as well as my cousins like how we were young. we played tgt and took a pic tgt. i hope tht we can be like that. however i noe its hard. each got its own stuffs to be busy with. however i guess my hopes are heard by god and GGP, they kinda let me found everyone in frenster. alrite. i guess i soon have to learn how to be contented with my life.

2007-11-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

tell me whats the feeling of wanting to care for the person and see the person. sigh. i m lost. i dunno how can i face everything tml. i ruin everything myself i dun expect anymore turn back although i really wish there is one :( i dunno how to salvage the situtation. i really hate myself

back about study. access presentation this thurs. i mus really study liao. if nt GG. nx week econs ICA 1. :( i mus start from lec 1 man. until lec 5. stats ICA1. 5% was good? 13/15 so is about 4++ marks? ok is so lame but each mark and each test is impt for me to get closer to my GPA 3 and above. alrite off i go.

2007-11-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

3weeks of hard work is ruin in jus 3 days. SIGH. i m totally heartbroken. sigh. on the outside i feel alrite until jus now. when i watch romantic princess. i see the braveness of mo li. confession to nan feng cai. at that moment when the ending song of bu xiang dong de is sang. i almost teared. it really make me wanna say it to it but i jus cant. cus i really like you that is why i say rubbish. to the guy i like i always say rubbish. which i dunno why. arghhhhhhhhh GOD CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME :'( i m seriously seriously lost and i dunno wat can i do to save the situation alr. sigh.... my heart is broken alr. sigh.

2007-11-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

i mus run that treadmill everyday for 4km. i dun care

2007-11-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

ok i m vexed enuf over proj, guys, frens and every other minor/major stuffs. i need a breakaway. this result me in creating a secret blog that only me myself can read it. cus everything there is highly confidental. every prob i have tht i dun wanna say. or cant say to be true. tht secret LJ 1 i think jus dump away la so nt nice. my blogger de still looks nicer. orh great 28more days to holi. yesh hk i m here soon can you hear me? i seriously need to go there. it bring me peace over there. totally lock out from every thing in sg for 6days. let my mind be in peace. now is gg to rain everyday like tht when i wanna go cycle wanna rain liao. BOO~

2007-11-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

sigh. * a loud and long sigh. 1 is you tok to will tok back to you de. when tok back to you, very talkative de. can say alot. another 1 is sometimes will say hello to you. but even say also quite silent mode. cus by nature is quiet type de person. i dunno how long can i take it alr la. it really seems so far can. i wanna find way to get closer. actually a line tht i asked you ytd make me feel so distance from you. mia ot nioj ed pyn maet. sigh. but nvm la. tht is ur interest. nvm omg i m actually toking about BBall almost everyday

2007-11-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

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okays ignore the 1st part for those whu cant figure out. is hard la. but some words can be seen quite clearly. so yeah. if you noe then you eyes are sharp.i need my slp man. SIGH. i had been waking up soo early each day and slping not enuf each day. SIGH. i m so sad lo nt enuf slp. today sch was ERM horrible? cus..... too tired. after sch played BBall with the guys and des. pretty much fun. long time since i touch BBall. and guess wat tht jasden actually called the wrong no. and he press until my no. then tell me he is at yck there. i was like u wanna come find me izzit. LOL. hahas. so near yet so far. love is in the air. a game of two. i m trying to find a perfect gift for a person. the gift mus be meaningful and suitable. i have tot of it alr. and requested however i need fate to get tht thing.

2007-11-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

my current mood now is sad, hot-tempered and moodless. everything tht happen since so unreal. although it happen but i dun really feel happy. i dunno why too. perhaps im too tired now or wat? i dunno. today sch was a damn long day. woke up at 7am after slping for 5hrs ytd. then had marketing tut. tut was ok as usual boring. anyway i manage to say hi to jia xian today after so long of toking online with the help of des. then had access lesson. within 1hrs plus end le. jk and ronnie are so bad bully ppl. argh... i feel so bad. :( then had econs lec. b4 tht went to cheers with pat and saw jx again. now he said hi to me. i feel tht we are so...... but nvm la. forget it

2007-11-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

mission failed (: sorry sher. i dun have the guts la. hahas. des and pat can be good frens. seriously they tok and tok from the BB court to sembawang mrt. saying 1 thing after turning so many rounds. anyway gg off to do mrkting tut. have to do. the teacher LOVE to call me. every week sure JINPING de. sigh

2007-11-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

fark i hate the life i m living now. i got everything ( i suppose ) however i m seriously not contented with everything i have. i can be easily contented when i get to tok to him. however, my mood will go haywire whenever i miss the chance. ok other then guy, tht i hate my life. i also hate myself for the lack of self-discipline of doing thing. told my damn self not to eat yet i eat. SUCK LA. when can i ever grow up and learn??? this few days i can either be happy or really hot-tempered. why m i a girl who cant be devoted to a guy and like him for a longer period of time.? u tell me why can. OMG i m so hating myself. every1 also say everytime i change a guy tht is so quick tht they dun even noe who is who alr. i will learn to hate guys. ignore their presence treat them as girls. ROFL. ok. i will and i will try to. finish complaining about the damn life i have alr. ok i shall go and slp and think of wat to do next after ranting. think of how to make good frens will do. no additional ideas gg on. (:

2007-11-13T19:25:00.001+08:00

i m feeling so slpy now :( i m currently in a low mood * dun ask me why. even though i noe the reason now. this morning i woke up late for meeting mich. i m like 7mins late. cus i m really tired lo. sigh. today writing com ICA1. ermmm i got ntn to say bout it. either i did it rite or wrong ntn much to comment. nx week stats ica1. sigh. so fast man omg. i think die le. the behind 1 intequartile range i din listen leiz. mus go study again. BOO~.

2007-11-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

tml writing com ica1. sigh. so fast all the ica coming alr. when sch jus started like not long. damn fast 1 yr is gg to be over soon. then soon we are gg to be separated. sigh. 1 yr of frenship BH sigh. all gg to be in diff course nx yr le. kin sia. i will miss every1. ok today wanted to wake up at 7.45am to d/l my romantic princess to watch. however due to my dad haven go to work i cant use the com so i went to slp i tot i can hear the car gg out sound then i on the com. who noes i slp until 8.58am. when i m suppose to meet mich at 10. is like so no time. so i jus told them meet half an hr later so i can d/l 1st and watch on the way to sch. this ep ok la no climax. nx ep is the last ep le. nice show then ISWAK 2 yeah (: xiao zong show. sch was norm then went home and i ate quite alot lo. so sinful sigh. i m not gg to eat alr. after tht took a nap for an hr b4 tht is home and we have to go cycling. the weather is damn cooling can and is so fun to cycle. i m afraid of econs ICA1. dead for sure. i mus start learning econs alr.

2007-11-11T17:49:00.000+08:00

*edited version i went cycling yeah... (: 6rounds. finally mrtking ICA1 complete until qns 3 le. 1 more qns to go. romantic princess ep9 is gg to be out tml soon is gg to be ending. sigh such a nice show is gg to come to end. however er zuo ju 2 wen is gg to out soon after tht. (i hope) *anw te amo

2007-11-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

i've decided, to delete those nonsense that i have wrote for the past few days. cus i jus think i dun wanna to be found out. alrite the sky is pretty dark now and i predict that i cant go cycling this afternoon cus is gg to be a heavy rain. marketing ica1 is a chore. i seriously dunno wat to write for that 3pg report. zomg i regretted coming to poly. isnt slacking at all. shld have went to JC? anyway each got its own benefits. poly has more and longer holi. awww anyway i m confirmed gg to hongkong for 6days (: great i love hk. i love the shopping there the lady's market. the disneyland. i m gg to save and buy lots of things back home. however due to this trip i cant go for NCO course. and have to go nx yr. SIGH. it jus keep dragging and dragging. hahas the Livejournal i have created is like in a cold storage now. ever since i blog that one and only time then i din even log into it ever again. i wanna go to sentosa for a tan too. long time since i have gotten a tan. ROAR. i have finished ranting. anyway to those whu reads. TAG ON ME LEIZ...... omg i got like so lil tags. SCREAMS.

2007-11-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

so i jus do my marketing proj. anyway sis birthday today happy birthday sis. went for dinner at rama thai. the food is so so only. i prefer noble hse or jap food. then went to buy her cake. choc craving from prema deli. alot of cream dun really like. i wanna eat cake nt cream. SIGH. marketing proj is a sucky thing. I HATE IT.........

2007-11-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

i received my big and heavy bangle from wailing after a mth plus. it is really abit big for my hands and kinda heavy. but i like it cus it is made of leather de. special. ok morning dad wake up up at 8plus saying he wanna go OG. but i got sjab meeting so i din go la. then i cont to slp until 12plus. then woke up have a slice of raisin bread and cook noodles for my bro before i went out. had sjab meeting. after tht went to buy munchy donuts. OMG is super yummy. i had 2 immediately after i came home b4 i found out no 1 was at home and i got to cycle to find them. well then i cycled 3 rounds of gm and 3 rounds of faber. i seriously hate those kids and adults whu think is their grandpa own de road de. they jus stop there like wat like tht how people is gg to cycle. cycling at tht timing really make my blood boil can. so i cant take it and went to gm to cycle. after tht came home ate 2 kueh for dinner. i m gg to start my accs very soon if not i will be dead tml man.

2007-11-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

din blog for ytd cus i dunno wat to blog. actually ntn much happen in my life this few days. seriously is empty. but today i m kinda happy? AND yah guess wat today i seriously 1st time kinda "communicate" with "nancy" for those whu noe whu is HE. is a he. YL create the name de. 2 words and his eyes and his smile make me kana electric for that few secs. but i dun like him anm anm anm. JP MEANS IT (:

2007-11-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

BOO.... keep this post short and sweet. I M QUITE HAPPY TODAY

2007-11-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

i mus mus mus not eat too much alr :(. sadly to say i haven lose weight leiz. SIGH. tml onwards mus nt eat toooo much le sigh. ok for sat and sun basically i did nt much la. jus rot around cycle cook slp and sad to say EAT. i finally got my nike water bottle the press press 1. for like so many yrs? ermmmm i wan it so long le yet i din wanna buy. since dad got ISTEAN de voucher then all 3 of us plus my dad get a new nike bottle. hahas. i mus start doing on my marketing project alr. if nt toooooo late le. BOO. HOLIDAYS come quickly

2007-11-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

i m quite awake today cus ytd slp very early after finish acc-ing. omg man the qns so long until i almost faint lo. no late nights anymore. slp early le (: today i was sitting and koufu looking around and i feel tt hey nyp do have good looking guys jus tht sbm is hard to spot la. but if see the whole nyp still have de. that line doesnt mean anything jus saying how i feel only hor. went to lavender with ym to pay for the SANA thing. so sk. then go home cycle 5 rounds shiok man. i used my dad bike today (: hehe. jus shower finish so shuang man....

2007-11-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

i m really really tired alr. everyday wake up so early for lesson. i dun hate my life now nor i love it. i find myself so weird. i cant really love someone for any reason alr. or perhaps i haven found the right one to love for a loger period of time? i find myself gibing up in love very easily. or shld i say i dun trust l-o-v-e anymore. Nt even 2days i feel like gibing up. aiya forget it. jus let nature take it course. will happen will happen de. if wont happen then wont le. ok good. (: jus stay happy man. sigh. mus do accounting tutorial. waiting for my dad to come home to ask if wanan go cycling. cus i feel like excerising. (:

2007-10-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

well i overslept today and din go to econs. the alarm rang at 6am and i was like saying 5more mins ok then my mum woke me up again 6.30am. wth? is alr so late. by the time i reach there is like 8.30 alr? so might as well dun go. whu noes des also din go and my grp suppose to present man then the trcher i think said something tht this grp is gg to be dead or something cus of me and des this type of memebers or something. if he did i guess i only can say pls we are nt our frens noe us better then u do NMH. ok then skip woke up at 8am again and headed for accounting lec after tht lunch and BB court time. yeah saw him there playing BB it was so far la at 1st but he came over to play with my class guys. he is so so so so so so so so so so so so so sh**i to me (: ok too many so. hahas. i can say tht he can play BB very well. des and sher was saying tht he is much more good looking then erm lb hahas. ronnie said i gt a good foresight. is like of cus la. HAHA. i only had once and the only once had a bad 1 ok :P hahas. left at 2.30pm to look for my juniors and headed home jus came back from cycling. hope tht nx week can see him again or online tok to him perhaps? god please let him tok to me 1st can? PLEASE

2007-10-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

i m so freaking tired now man. argh. thanks to my dad who wake me up at 6am again to cycle. shit lo so tired now my eyes are closing i dunno how to tahan until 8pm today man. SIGH. lec until 8pm is so argh. jus finishing cooking lunch for my siblings. then waiting for time to pass so can go to sch. tml 8am marcoecons tut. SHIT la i haven do tutorial can. sigh sigh. life is so miserable without slp. i need my slp....

2007-10-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

i feel so fresh now. guess wat i woke up at 6am to cycle. ok i m mad la. is my dad whu wans it no choice. when reach the track there are like so many aunties and uncles alr there walking. i think they are more mad. ok cycled 2 rounds then went home cus bro need dad to fetch him to sch. then on com watched romantic princess. damn nice. nx ep i dun like cus zhuo wen xuan come in and the grandpa wanna fake say she is the real huan pu shan cus he wanna make wu zun and xiao mai marry. HUMPH dun like. hahas after tht finish went for a 30mins walk on the treadmill (: and jus bathe finish i feel so fresh (: (: channel u (sat) 7.30pm sg hits awards (: yeah. put on my pm to remind me alr. * des dun worry i will watch for u and tell u how izzit. (: (: hahaha

2007-10-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

woooo weekend going to end soon. about 3hrs more to mon. ok my dad is gg to ask me to cycle tml at 5.45am again. (: see tht word again. well hope it rains but i wanna cyle cus is damn cooling yet i wan it rain cus i wanna slp more. but even so i m gg to wake up like 8am to watch romantic princess tml. ok today practically rot la. woke up changed go bishan for lunch cus bro wanna eat the western food the crazy ang mo. well i think botak jones serving is much more then them while the price is around the same. then went home and did stats. after tht slack and went cycling with mum and bro then gg to rain le so we headed back home and went for dinner. then after coming back from dinner me and dad went cycling again. the bike now very fast le (: (: (: happy hahas. ok end here fruits time

2007-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

another boring weekend for me. (: weekend has always been like so bored de. cus is homework time. SIGH. ok nvm skip tht part. today went cycling with dad. 2 days since i last cycle. the sun is damn nice so sunny can tan abit. fei lun hai come to sg le. des has gone mad too. she went to the airport to see them. hahas. nx time work in the airport best (: air stewardness (: (: (: ok end le ba. anyway i got a LJ acc too tht is my secret blog. hahas. but i dun think i will use it de la. cus is like so ma fun (: end end end

2007-10-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

this morning woke up at like 7.10am actually was suppose to wake up at 7am but i off the alarm and slp again. lucky only pass 10 mins if not i gg le. sure late de. then on the bus saw jingying and she shouted my name with my slpy expression i was so awake at tht instant man. ok started off with stats lecture. actually sitting infront allows me to concentrate more lo. then had accounting tut after tht was pretty ok bah. then went to sjab. guess wat i saw keith. HAHA so omg la seeing him. so long din see him le. ever since national day tht day he gg back also din tell me. so bad. but he was nice to come and say hello to me. but wanted to call him when i go out he abit far call abit PS la. since he walk le then sms him lo. ermmm then had interviews of the cadets. i have this bad feeling i m nt gg to be able to attend NCO course this yr cus i think camp crashes with HK trip. sigh man. nvm. forget it then. anyway thanks ym yj and jy for the bag (: and ya i rmb i owe u $10 jy.